rage against mediocrity

Nothing could be worse really

than being awake almost every frickin' night,
well into the night,
sometimes even late (or is that early?) enough to hear the birds' morning chirping,
waking the rest of the world.

I don't know what it is,
perhaps all the raging thoughts,
the spiraling emotions, the angst,
the fretting...
whatever it is,
it ensures alertness many nights at this time,
many nights even later.

Perhaps there is a book in there somewhere...
I just can't bring myself to write it...

not
quite
yet.

Pce

well holy cow

lots changes all the time. We're busy working on our first property flip house. We're also still working on the details of our house. Slowly but surely, they're both going to be completed. 

We found out not too long ago that Brian's dad has stage 4 lung cancer. No treatment options available. That was pretty shocking, sad news. we're going to have to cope with that over the summer, try to spend as much time as we can with them, especially for the kids...Jasper seems far too young to lose his gramps. He is far too young. 

I have a great deal of the summer "off" from the practice of law. I'm slowly weaning myself out of it. I finish a file and cross it off my "list of files". I am truly truly looking forward to leaving law. You have NO idea...

SOON I'll share a couple of cool photos I took of 111, using my iphone but some downloaded cameras. They're downloading right now, so I'll return with some later...

Jesyca and I are getting a tattoo together this Friday. Can't wait. Not sure what I'm going to get yet. I'll decide by tomorrow. 

pce